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I didn't feel like deleting all of my old posts. It would take too long. I'll be shutting this one down soon so.. yeah.
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| BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAHHHHH. Life is blah. You are blah. Everything is blah. BLAHHHHHH.
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| I really don't know if I want to go through with this. It's really funny how so true "out of sight, out of mind" is. I find myself finding less and less urgency to do what I said I'll do. God give me strength.
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| So I guess I'm going to Spring Retreat.. I just feel so apathetic towards everything right now. And thinking about my apathy makes me really sad and stressed out. I just keep thinking about how low my spiritual life is and how nothing is where I want it to be. I've been crying a lot lately.. and really really easily. Some little thing will trigger a flood of tears. It's kinda sad. I'm so emotional.. Hopefully Spring Retreat will be good. It's hard for me to talk to people about my life right now. Mostly because I have no idea what exactly is going on and I have no way of explaining myself to other people right now. It's so frustrating. I want to tell people, but I don't know what to say.
I'm going to this retreat with low expectations because I know that if nothing changes, I'm going to be devastated. I need hope.
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| RAWR!!!
Animals noises are so fun to make. =)
My mommy washed my tennis shoes when I went home this weekend. They smell so good. I keep smelling them. They're like drugs.
I'm pretty sure I have no hope of making an A in BA 324. That class is definitely pwning me.
Violin is not so fun. Eh. It's only good for listening to my amazingly good TA and being intimidated by his greatness.
So I'm already homesick. I wanna go back home and never come back. I love home, but not Houston. I love Austin, but not my room. Oh the dilemma.
I guess this means my xanga entries are back?
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